mandag 29. juli 2013

No power, no internet, no water, no problem!

Saturday :
It was time to move on. More precisely to Vilanculous. A lazy fishing town north of Tofo. In itself not very interesting, but it was a cheap access point to the Bazoruto archipelago. And that was a recommended place to visit. I got up early, had a shower and packed my bag. Had a grand "Nest breakfast". Basically a breakfast with everything except the kitchen sink. Why not splurge when I was leaving anyway? Full of food I checked out, paid my bills and left. I walked to the market, where I was told I could find chapas for Inhambane, where the ferry to Maxixe left. I found a chapa and asked for the price. "400, leave now!" he said. I reacted a little to the price, but was not in the negotiating mood. This was a backpackers joint, so I expected they took advantage of that. I accepted reluctantly, and got onboard. I asked one of the other passengers how tmuch they would pay, but got just a smile. When the driver got in, he said something to him. The driver looked at me and once again said "400, leave now!". "Ok!" I said. Then the two other passengers got off. And took their luggage. I wondered what was going on. The driver got in, and off we went. Then it dawned on me. "Leaving NOW!" meant I would pay for the ride. It was my private taxi. Otherwise, I would have to wait for enough passengers. So the others were simply thrown off. I felt bad. At least I could have offered the poor passengers a ride, since I had already paid for the ride anyway. So there I sat, watching with growing embarrasment that the driver flew by one after the other waving the chapa down. I was the massungou on my way. VIP. Man with the dough. I was dropped off at the ferry landing. I got into the ticketing office and a guy wanted to sell me tickets he had in his hands. Another guy pulled me away from him and pointed me to another guy who also sold tickets he had in his hands. I paid the 10 metecais for the ticket and headed for the ferry. It was big, and we had to wait for it to be full before we set off.
Onboard were also the people I assumed to be Portugese, but they were in fact Spanish... I found that two of them spoke some English. Alicia, a journalist, and Pedro, an English teacher (...). The ferry became jam packed before they decided to take off. The trip took about 10 minutes. I got off and walked into town to find a chapa to take me to Vilaculous. It took a while before I found the correct street. And when I arrived, the spaniards were there already, discussing heavily with a guy. Alicia smiled when she saw me and asked if I wanted to go with them. They were negotiating a price for a chapa for just us massungous. The thought of sitting in a cramped Hiace with 15 others for 6 hours, compared to 6 people for 4, made the choice easy. It would be 500 metecais instead of 250. But it was worth it. After some heavy discussions and bargaining by the spaniards, we got a deal. The 6 of us plus two others. We accepted. And we were off. We only stopped a couple of times to go to the toilet and buy some fruits and nuts. And the trip took 4 hours instead of 6. And my legs weren't falling apart. But my butt was still killing me. The seats doesn't get better even when we are fewer... The chapa driver dropped us off at a site with bungalows. They had no room for us. But now we were a bit too hungry and tired to start searching. So we went to the "Tropical Bar" by the beach. Where we were served a nice meal of chicken and chips. We knew the chicken was fresh. We could hear them being captured and killed nearby. :-) Two of the spanish ladies went on a walk to ask around for rooms and prices while we waited for the meal. They found that the best prices were at a hotel just across the road from the bar. A big mama greeted us with the biggest smile this side of Africa. 1000 metecais per person. I talked a bit with her, and even though she didn't speak English, and my Spanish is terrible at best, I managed to understand that she had worked for a few years as a housekeeper in Italy before returning to Mozambique and building this place. She was making a fortune from it. At least by Mozambiquan standards.




The ferry

My humble abode


What's this?


Ah! A freeloader on my toilet!

Meet my small friend!


Sunday :
I got up late. Somewhere nearby, the music was playing all night long, and the "thump, thump!" was knocking me out of my sleep all the time. I tried the shower, but found that it only squirted water every now and then. Sometimes it worked for a few seconds, and then the water stopped for a few minutes. In the end I gave up, and just left to find some breakfast. I walked into town and found a supermarket where I could buy something to drink, and some bisquits. There was a bakery in town, but the line outside was too long for me. So I just walked past. When I came out from the supermarket, I heard a familiar sound. Church! I remembered it was Sunday, and time for church. I didn't understand what the pastor said, but I recognized some of the words, so I guess he was speaking about Elija. And when he had finished speaking, or more precisely, shouting (no PA-system), the congregation broke out in a song with wonderful harmonies. I sat there and enjoyed it until the end. Then I left and walked back to the hotel to try to sleep some more. Just before the entrance to my hotel I looked down on the beach and noticed a local guy lying there. Like he was sunbathing. I thought it a bit odd, given he wasn't white. But whatever makes your day. But wait! Was that? Really? In broad daylight? On the beach for everyone to see? I had to look again. Yup. He had pitched his tent on the beach. For everyone to see. Ok. There are people with no shame everywhere. That's for sure. I walked back to my hotel.
After a slight nap, I decided to head into town again to see more of this little village. It had been transformed, like many other places in Mozambique, into a tourist place. And like other places, it assumed tourist were willing and able to pay exuberant prices. I passed many hotels and resorts where it was obvious that they were expecting foreigners with big wallets. How that's going to work out for them if/when we get a new financial crisis? Probably not good. But that's for them to find out. The town was obviously one that had existed through the colonial period. With many buildings of european style. And big resorts.
One thing I needed to do was to change some money. But I realized that I was unable to do this, since today was Sunday, and tomorrow I would go to Bazeruto and be gone the whole day. But I managed to find an ATM that accepted my card, so I could withdraw some money. Enough for the trip tomorrow, and then some. So I will probably have to do the same when leaving, to pay for transport and accomodation enroute to Malawi. Unlike many countries I have been to, there aren't any moneychangers in the street. The banks give such a good exchange rate that they simply cannot exist.
I walked the road we entered Vilancous and to my enjoyment, I found a place were they palyed a football match. Not that football in itself interest me. But I always find it interesting to see people in such countries as this, playing sports. While at home, most people are used to well-prepared fields, here they played a match on sand. So it became more of a game of sand-football than what I have played. A big crowd of at least 20 watched the game. And I stood there for a few minutes, taking some photos. It was enjoyable. To say the least.
I walked back to the place we stayed and met the others. They told me there was a concert in a bar next door. At Zombie bar (...). It was a chilean artist who had grouped up with a Mozambiquan drummer. I thought it sounded interesting. So I joined them. It was not a great experience. More amateurish. And the chilean admitted he and the other guy had just met, and was asked by the management if they could play here. They had just said yes. :-) I left and went back to my room to sleep. Preparing for the day ahead.

Hotel "White folks" (Massungo)

Football on the sand


Monday : Bazaruto Archipelago.
We had to get up early to get to the boat. Gina had prepared a breakfast. Bread, some jam and tea/coffee. I sat with the spaniards and listened to them speaking. I got about 1% of the conversation based upon the few words I know. But I didn't mind, I am not in a very talkative mode in the morning anyways. We had to be at the dhow place at 07.30, and we were (supposed) to leave at 8. Since we were to snorkle at the coral reefs in the archipelago, we needed to be there a bit early to have flippers fitted. And to pay, of course. Sometime after 8 we finally were allowed onboard. We had to vade through the relatively cold water, and climb aboard using a ladder they hung over the side of the dhow. We had to wait for a couple of girls who had to run back to the hotel to get a new camera. One of the girls' camera didn't focus properly. The three of them sat down beside me, and to my surprise, she was Norwegian. We started speaking Norwegian and she told me this was the first time in four weeks she had spoken Norwegian. She was here on what was supposed to be an environmental project, but when she arrived, nothing was prepared, so she ended up building a chicken-farm for the locals instead... She (Bushra) was on the boat with two Brazilian girls, named Alina and Anna. They were also involved in charity programmes. I have to admit that it was great speaking a language again that I could understand properly. Even though the spaniards were great, communication was always a problem. As is only natural. The two Brazilian girls spoke adequate English for me to strike a conversation with them too.
The navigator on the boat was a big guy that looked like a typical African rebel leader. Tall, square face, sunglasses and an army hat. But he looked too young to have been fighting with Frelime or Renamo-millitia when they were fighting. They set sail for the journey, but looking at the sail made me think the outboards-engine did most of the work. It took the better part of three hours to get to the coral reefs. Bushra wanted me to take her waterproof camera and take some photos. She was afraid she would drop it. I took the camera and jumped in. It wasn't too bad temperature. So I swam towards the reef itself and found a spot where I could sort of stand. And then I dipped down the take photos. But the waves and currents on the reef pulled me so hard that I fell over a number of times and most of the photos where blurred due to the movement. But I think some of the photos were ok. She promised to e-mail me them when she got back to Norway. I checked the boat from time to time. And after too short time it looked like most of the others had had enough, and had climbed on the boat again. So I swam slowly back while taking photos of fish and corals underneath me. You just gotta love coral reefs. I reluctantly climed onboard again. The guide asked if anyone wanted to go snorkling again. I hoped somebody else wanted to, but the general concesus was "Naaaah!".
The raised the anchor and we were off. The started preparing our lunch. Which would consist of fish, crabs, rice, sauce and assorted fruits. We headed for Bazeruto island. The captain steered the boat into a small inlet on the island. In front of us where the beautiful sanddunes of the island. We jumped ship and everyone climed the tall dunes. It was exhausting, to say the least. But we got up in the end. On top of the dunes, a beautiful view opened up. Sandunes in all directions. Color splendor agains the azur-colored ocean and the blue skies. Desert plants clinging to the fertile soil they could find with their roots. I just love this. We were allotted 1 hour on the dunes while the crew prepared the lunch.
We all gathered for the lunch on the boat. It was delicious. Especially the sauce. After eating the fish (yummy!) with rice and sauce, I ended up eating two whole plates of just rice and sauce. It was splendid! Alina told me this was the best meal she had had in Mozambique. I have to admit that it came close to the best meal I've had. The fish was delicious, as always in this country. The sauce....ooooooh the sauce. And all the fresh fruit. I, and possibly everybody else, ate far too much. Bushra concurred.
Time ran out for us, and we had to leave. Just a quick stop at another sand island. Just as beautiful, but not with the tall dunes. 15 minutes later, we were heading home. But this proved easier said than done. The winds were picking up, and since the tide was going out, the sandbanks and reefs popped up everywhere. "Mr. Renamo" stood in front and shouted when he saw dunes or reefs in front. We touched several of them. The whole boat "tugged" a bit every time. And the winds made the ocean frothy, so big splashes of cold water splashed down on everybody, drenching our clothes. With the cold wind picking up, it became a very cold experience indeed. Bushra was completely soaked and together with Alinia and Anna, they tried to keep warm as much as possible. Bushra laughed and said that people asked her if she wasn't Norwegian. "Yes, but it is warmer than this in Norway now!".
We were supposed to arrive back on shore at 3.30, but it was closer to 4.30 when we finally arrive. My shirt was soaked. I was cold, like everyone else. And my glasses had fallen out of my trousers. I managed to find them in the keel of the boat. Luckily. We all walked as fast as possible back to our respective places to get a hot shower. I arranged to meet Bushra later to get her e-mail-address. And here I am, at the Zombie bar. Writing this blog entry and enjoying an incredible pizza baked on open fire in a pizza-oven. Bushra has just left. I am satisfied with what I have seen and experienced here on the coast. Now it is time for me to start the long way to Malawi. It will take a few days, I suspect. Maybe I'll get there by the weekend. Maybe not. I'll see. Hakuna matata. This is Africa.


 





Mr Renamo himself at the rudder



fredag 26. juli 2013

Close encounter of the marine kind

I checked the clock on my cell phone. 5.15. I sighed. Some guys were having a party outside my hut. I was nowhere near well rested. After a while, they stopped the party and went back to sleep. At least it got quiet. I slept a few more hours, and got up. Today, I had decided to try an ocean safari, where we could see humpback whales, and snorkle with whalesharks and rays. If we could find them. I arrived at 10.30, the designated time. There was a small group of Portugese people and an Italian girl going on the same boat. We fitted for flippers and got a set of well worn snorkelling gear. I was hoping we would get the chance to swim with the whaleshark, but I knew the chances where slim. There aren't many left. They are easily hunted, since they swin near the surface (they feed off zoo-plancton) and move slowly. And thus they have been hunted to near extinction. Which is sad. We loaded our gear on a stranded v-bottom high-speed boat. A tractor pushed the boat into the water, and then we all had to pull together to get it floating. First the girls got in, then the men. The captain fired up the two outboard motors and soon we were screaming and jumping across the waves. There were footstraps to prevent us from falling overboard. After about ten minutes, the captain slowed down and the lookout started searching for anything in the water. Suddenly one of the portugese women screamed and pointed. A humpback whale jumped up and crashed down in a giant splash on the horizon. The captain fired up the engines and we raced towards where the whale was. We arrived a minute or two later. The engines where switched off. And we waited. Then suddenly we heard the unmistakable whooshing sound of a whale blowing. I turned and saw the backs of two whales maybe 50 meters away. I tried holding my camera steady for the shot, but with 2-meter waves rocking the boat. I needed time before I perfected the technique of compensating. So the first images where out of focus and out of line with the whales.
The captain and the lookout moved us back and forth, chasing the whales, and trying to see if he could find the price, the whaleshark. Unfortunately, this day, it eluded us. Since we had all been sitting in the boat the whole time, the guide told us that we could get into the water above a coral reef. The water wasn't too clear, so he didn't know how much we could see, but at least we could try it out. He warned us of the strong currents. Laura, the Italian girl, touched the water with her feet and almost screamed. "It is sooo cold!" I smiled. "This is warm compared to the sea in the summer in Norway. So if you think this is cold, you would freeze to death in Norway." I said and jumped in. It was lovely. Laura jumped in beside me. She moaned. But put on her snorkelling equipment and started swimming. I didn't see much. I saw there was something below, but couldn't see what. Without glasses, and a bit unclear water, I was practically blind.
I swam around a bit, always checking every now and then to see that I was near the boat. Then at one point, I swam towards land. And after maybe a minute, I looked up and the boat was gone. I looked around and saw that the strong currents had puched me several hundred meters away in an instant. I spent a lot of time and energy to swim back. When I finally arrived back at the boat, it was time to go. We strapped down and screamed across the waves. On the way back, we stopped once more to see a humpback surfacing. We sat there quietly and watched for it to surface. Suddenly we heard it blow just beside the boat. I managed to get a few shots between the guys sitting on that side of the boat.
Then we were going back to shore. The captain stopped the boat a few hundred meters from the shore so the guide could prepare us for landing procedures. "We will ram the boat at full speed onto the beach. So you have to hold on tight both with footstraps and holding on to the side." I and Laura looked at eachother and smiled. "This will be interesting!" The driver hit the gas and accellerated to full speed. We surfed on a couple of waves and just before the beach, we were lifted high by a wave and crashed down on the beach and stopped in an instant. Then the boat tipped over to my side. "Get out! Quick!" the guide called out. We all got out, and walked towards the dive center. The guide brought all our stuff. I said bye to Laura and headed back to my hut. Had a shower and went to the restaurant for a delicious meal of fried barracuda and chips. Yummy!
The images today are, of course, of humpbacks. Sorry for the somewhat wavy nature of the images...



















torsdag 25. juli 2013

El cheapo chapa for Tofo

In my dreams I suddenly heard a buzzing sound. I tried to locate it. But didn't get it. It wasn't part of my dream. Suddenly, my brain kicked in the awaken mode, and I realized it was my cell phone telling me it was time to get up. I blinked a few hundred times before My eyes got enough wet to stay open. I got up. Thought about a shower for a second before dropping the idea. Didn't smell too bad anyways. I packed my bag and left the room. The night guard greeted me as I entered the livingroom. I sat down on the sofa and waited for the chapa to arrive. Almost one hour later, a taxi arrived. I had fallen asleep on the couch. I got up and drowsily walked outside. I looked at the taxi. "This?" I asked the nightwatch. He nodded. "Yes! Tofo!". Ok. Whatever. I got in the back seat. I tried to do the math on how this trip would be economical. Four seats at 500 meticais each equals bankcrupcy. So I was wondering if I was paying 700 dollars and not metacais. But before I managed to think everything through, the taxi stopped behind a minibus. "The bus, boos!" That made more sense.
I got out and got on the bus. A bunch of white folks was already on. I said "Good morning!" and got a drowsy grunt in reply. I put my backpack on the stack in front of the bus, and sat down in the seat by the door. It normally has the space to allow me to stretch my feet. Then we ere off. I looked around and notices how much space we had on the bus. First stop was the bus station. To get more people on the bus. And now it felt more like the normal cheap buses. More people got on. With half their belongings with them. At least that's what it looked like. So soon the bus as jampacked with people and goods. We were ready to move. But not before the driver had stuffed our backpacks behind the back seat. And I mean STUFFED. The whole bus rocked as he tried to squeeze as many bags as possible in. I started worrying about my pc and camera, but decided that if they were broken, removing my bag now wouldn't help anyway. So I let it be. Hakuna matata.
And thus our el cheapo chapa thundered across the N1 north to our destination. Only stopping to drop somebody off and picking up others, or at one of the 637 police checkpoints. We also stopped twice for a reststop and stretching out our squeeky joints. Ultimately, after almost 8 hours on the road, the bus came to a stop that looked to me as the end of the road. Literally. It turned and I thought it had taken a wrong turn. Until I saw the smiling face of a guy by the road. "Welcome!". The driver had taken us straight to one of the backpacker lodges in Tofo. I decided to call around to the other places I had on the list. They were unfirtunately far away, and had the same prices. SO I decided to stay. The place was right at the sea. And the view was postcard-like, so I could not complain. And the beach was clean. I got myself a small hut to myself. It was nice. The floor was covered in fine sand. Most likely from the beach. Hard not to drag it in with you when you enter. I liked it.
I was still a bit tired, so I just dropped my bag on the floor and my body on the bed and fell asleep. Woke up again around 4 and headed for the restaurant to have something to drink and write this blog. I had just started when a Dutch girl, Anna, sat down beside me. We started talking, and ended up talking the whole evening. So thus no blog entry yesterday...

Today, I woke up late. Me legs had been a feast for the mosquitos during the night. Despite net and tons of bug repellent. I guess my blood is too tasty... I had a shower and washed my clothes before heading for the reastaurant for som breakfast. A lovely omelet with chorizos. Afterwards I sat down with Anna and chatted with her for a while. She was going diving, so I decided to walk to the bank to change some money. It was a good walk. 1.5 hours each way. The bank was in the same building as a shop and a petrol station. Nothing else around it. Two people behind the counter. One where I filled in a form for the exchange, and the next where I got the money. I had to smile when the guy behind the first counter told me "Go to next counter to exchange!". That is : Move 2 feet to the right. After changing money, I went to the store next door and bought some snacks for the walk back. On the way back, I realized where the market Anna told me about was. So I went there to check it out. It was a very typical "special price for you, sir!"-market. Marked with big friendly letters "Shopping centre". Mozambiquan style. :-) They sold t-shirts, alkohol, fruits, and bom-bom-baby. None of which was in my field of interest at the moment.
I got back to my hut, and changed to swimming shorts. I wanted to try the water. The temperature was ok. About 24 degrees. The waves, though, took me a bit by surprice. They were sometimes HUGE. And tumbled me around. And tore my bathing shorts almost clean off. So I had to pull them up again constantly. Luckily, the beach is mostly deserted. Don't like to moon. After swallowing about a gallon of seawater and having mooned about a ten times, I decided to get out. Went back to my hut and had a shower before sitting down in my deck-chair, listeing to music from the bar, combined with the rushing of the waves on the beach below. A gentle breeze soothing me. Sometimes, life is good. And sometimes, it is worth cramping on a bus for 8 hours to get there...





My humble abode, with three beds and a bathroom




Moonlit beach before I got to bed


View from my deckchair

Road to our hotel

Not our bus

How to spot a backpacker haven

A village I passed while walking


Shopping centre

tirsdag 23. juli 2013

Rocking the boat

Last day on Catembe. I got up early to get into Maputo and also find a place to stay. Yesterday's internet search left me with nothing much. So I decided to give it another go today. I got into the bathroom and saw myself in the mirror. "CRAP!" I thought. In 1997 I and my sister had been at the beach for a day in Peru. When we got back to the hotel, the receptionist started laughing and called us shrimps. The day after, we both looked and felt like boiled shrimps. Out of this world sunburnt. What I saw in the mirror was not the same, but still. Very obvious where the t-shirt had been and not. I had planned to walk on the beach to the ferry. But I realized that would not be an option now. I went down to the breakfast restaurant and had breakfast and did a final search for backpacker lodges in Maputo. I found one in Costa Do Solo. Promising name. I called them. They had vacant rooms. The internet site said 400 meticais for a room. Not too bad. I finished my breakfast. Went to the bank next door and changed some money into smaller bills. Nobody has any change here, so it was a necessity. After checking out, I waited for the taxi. After 10 minutes, a Nissan Micra that barely held together stopped outside. "My taxi I assume?" I asked the receptionist. She looked outside. "Yes! Come. Many times, he never comes at all. His taxi breaks down all the time." I got into the taxi and we were off. The roads were definitely in terrible condition, and it was no wonder his car shook, rattled and rolled. But we got to the ferry in one piece. I paid him, and went to the ticket office. I could choose between the small boats at 10 meticais (30 cents) or the cheap one at 5. The cheap one took three times as long and was even more cramped. I decided to splurge...
After standing in line for ten minutes, I got onboard. Found a seat on the deck. We launched just as the car ferry arrived. The boat tilted dangerously to one side. The captain stopped the boat and said something to a guy. He pointed at a big guy on one side of the deck and another, smaller on the other side. They laughed, switched places, and the boat stabilized. Oooooook... When we arrived on the Maputo side, people started getting up before they had stopped, and the whole boat tilted dangerously to one side. The people screamed to make people sit down again until the boat had stopped. Interesting trip, one might say.
I got off and walked into the city, looking for a taxi to take me to the hotel. I found a real cool guy with a taxi that reeked of air freshener. He studied the address I had written down, and asked for 500 meticais. I thought it was too much. But I didn't bother to discuss. Just wanted to get there. After a long drive, we entered an area which was an obvious affluent one. The home of SUVs, white folks and armed guards. Costa do Solo. We finally arrived at the hotel. I rang the bell, and after a few minutes, a woman came and opened the padlocked door. I got into the reception and asked how much a room was. "1800 meticais, sir". I stood there, trying to figure out what she was telling me. 4.5 times more expensive than what it said on internet. She pointed to a pricelist. I stood there looking at the pricelist. A dorm bed was 600. Still more than the price for a room listed on the internet. I chose the dorm bed. 50 dollars for a backpacker room? While she was preparing for me to sign in, I looked around and found a note from the ministry of tourism. It said "Max price for room, 1800 meticais". Ah! They have taken the max price as THE price. I have been in Mozambique for three days, and the prices I have seen so far are just ridiculous. And it seems like everyone is charging max of what they can. No wonder I haven't seen any backpackers yet. At my hotel in Catembe, the most expensive room cost $800 per night... And it seems like all the hotels are run by Portugese. Obviously lucurative business. I'm glad I am not a "real" backpacker on a shoestring budget. I would have been bankrupted in three days. Or would have to sleep on the beach under a palm tree. It is supposedly getting better as I head north. We'll see...
The ad on the internet said the hotel lay 50 meters from the beach. True. If you don't mind wearing shoes to avoid having your feet sliced by broken beer bottles and other garbage. So even though the beach was beautiful, I wasn't tempted to take a swin, although many of the locals were. Instead, I walked around the neighbourhood. Most of the area was under construction. Everywhere new houses and apartment blocks were erected. Homes with tall fences, some electrified, and armed guards, told the story of a division in wealth. I found a large shopping mall. I went to the Shoprite store to buy some groceries. Only the most affluent shopped here. With prices at Norwegian levels, who else could?
As I came out, the beach was warming up for the evening. Barbeques being lit. Meat and fish being prepared. Coolers with drinks set up. It all looked delicious, and if I wasn't leaving tomorrow, I would have taken the chance on eating there. A day on the toilet is bad, but sometimes it is worth the risk. But a day on the road with a bad stomach? Closest thing to hell on Earth. Been there, done that. We'll see later. Instead, I ended up on one of the many portugese-run restaurant. With $100 courses. I chose a pizza.
My chapa leaves tomorrow at 5.30. I have to go to bed early. I have stocked up on chokolates, bisquits and coke. Food for champions... It will be a 7-12 hour drive, so I need the calories to survive.
Not too many photos today. Not much to take photos of. And in these areas, one has to be careful. Most residents are very weary about anyone taking photos of them. There is a reason they have electrified fences around their homes...

The area around my hotel is a veritable construction site


Nuts for coconuts? This is your place!

Beautiful, but packed with trash. Unfortunately.

But the locals like it.

The way north

Shops for the poor...

... and the rich.

Martian soil in Africa.

Old mailbox that stood on one of the streets i walked. 

My hotel.

Street near my hotel.

The hotel dog greeted me when I came.